I thought, There goes my lord, whom I was born to follow. I have found a King. And, I said to myself, looking after him as he walked away, I will have him, if I die for it.
Mary RenaultA man is at his youngest when he thinks he is a man, not yet realizing that his actions must show it.
Mary RenaultOne must live as if it would be forever, and as if one might die each moment. Always both at once.
Mary RenaultHalf the world's troubles come from men not being trained to resent a fallacy as much as an insult.
Mary RenaultAt the stair-foot Hephaistion was waiting. He happened to be there, as he happened to have a ball handy if Alexander wanted a game, or water if he was thirsty; not by calculation, but in a constant awareness by which no smallest trifle was missed. Now, when he came down the stairs with a shut mouth and blue lines under his eyes, Hephaistion received some mute signal he understood, and fell into step beside him.
Mary RenaultTell a man what he may not sing and he is still half free; even all free, if he never wanted to sing it. But tell him what he must sing, take up his time with it so that his true voice cannot sound even in secret -- there, I have seen is slavery.
Mary RenaultWhat keeps the democracy alive at all but the hatred of excellence; the desire of the base to see no head higher than their own?
Mary RenaultThere is only one kind of shock worse than the totally unexpected: the expected for which one has refused to prepare.
Mary RenaultAll tragedies deal with fated meetings; how else could there be a play? Fate deals its stroke; sorrow is purged, or turned to rejoicing; there is death, or triumph; there has been a meeting, and a change. No one will ever make a tragedy - and that is as well, for one could not bear it - whose grief is that the principals never met.
Mary RenaultChange is the sum of the universe, and what is of nature ought not to be feared. But one gives it hostages, and lays one's grief upon the gods. Sokrates is free, and would have taught me freedom. But I have yoked the immortal horse that draws the chariot with a horse of earth; and when the one falls, both are entangled in the traces.
Mary RenaultIt is better to believe in men too rashly, and regret, than believe too meanly. Men could be more than they are, if they would try for it. He has shown them that.
Mary RenaultNever destroy without thought your enemy's pretences; they are usually your best weapon against him.
Mary RenaultThe perpetual stream of human nature is formed into ever-changing shallows, eddies, falls and pools by the land over which it passes. Perhaps the only real value of history lies in considering this endlessly varied play between the essence and the accidents.
Mary RenaultAn audience of twenty thousand, sitting on its hands, could not have produced such an echoing silence.
Mary RenaultAll men seek esteem; the best by lifting themselves, which is hard to do, the rest by shoving others down, which is much easier.
Mary RenaultAlexander, of whom men tell many legends, lived by his own. Achilles must have Patroklos. He might love his Briseis; but Patroklos was the friend till death. At their tombs in Troy, Alexander and Hephaistion had sacrificed together. Wound Patroklos, and Achilles will have your blood.
Mary RenaultIn all men is evil sleeping; the good man is he who will not awaken it, in himself or in other men.
Mary RenaultDo not believe that others will die, not you.... I have wrestled with Thanatos knee to knee and I know how death is vanquished. Man's immortality is not to live forever; for that wish is born of fear. Each moment free from fear makes a man immortal.
Mary RenaultLove is a boaster at heart, who cannot hide the stolen horse without giving a glimpse of the bridle.
Mary RenaultWe Persians have a saying that one should deliberate serious matters first drunk, then sober.
Mary RenaultIn hatred as in love, we grow like the thing we brood upon. What we loathe, we graft into our very soul.
Mary RenaultIt gives me no joy to be praised at the expense of a better artist, by someone who does not know the difference or who thinks me too vain to be aware of it myself.
Mary Renault