There are such people, unfortunates who have to be angry before they can feel alive. I had sometimes wondered if it were some old relic of pagan superstition, the fear of risking the jealousy and anger of the gods, that made such people afraid of even small happinesses. Or perhaps it was only that tragedy is more self-important than laughter.
Mary StewartEvery man carries the seed of his own death, and you will not be more than a man. You will have everything; you cannot have more.
Mary Stewart