A lot of people in the religious world believe that by secularizing, or viewing the changes as secular, such as dropping the beard and changing my appearance, they consider this to be a fall.

What blows me away most is how sure people are of themselves.

For me now, what I've come to is, we don't know anything.

It's unbelievable to me how sure people can be of themselves.

I was into acting as a kid. There was a time when I was 18 that I played the boy in a production of 'Equus' in Oregon, and I thought that was going to be my life.

I am reclaiming myself. Trusting my goodness and my divine mission.

You're looking for help from God, you say he couldn't be found. Looking up to the sky and searchin' beneath the ground.