The glory of God is that you can't outs in His grace.
The depth, width, ferocity, and immensity of God is seen most spectacularly in the gospel of Jesus Christ.
Jesus doesn't avoid those who mess up. Jesus runs to those who mess up.
We spend so much time trying to put send to death that we don't spend enough time striving to know God deeply, trying to gaze upon the wonder of Jesus Christ and have that transform our affections to the point where our love and hope are steadfastly on Christ.
The cross of Christ is the response of God to men for belittling His name.
If all you got is "I don't want to be that" then sell insurance.