I opened up to you and you judge me

People should be nice to you, Leonard. You're a human being. You should expect people to be nice.

Although once when we were talking after class, Herr Silverman told me that when someone rises up and holds himself to a higher standard, even when doing so benefits others, average people resent it, mostly because they're not strong enough to do the same.

You're different. And I'm different too. Different is good. But different is hard. Believe me, I know.

You may exist in this world--but I exist too and I will not yield

There's a lot for you to live for. Good things are definitely in your future, Leonard. I'm sure of it. You have no idea how many interesting people you'll meet after high school's over. Your life partner, your best friend, the most wonderful person you'll ever know is sitting in some high school right now waiting to graduate and walk into your life - maybe even feeling all the same things you are, maybe even wondering about you, hoping that you're strong enough to make it to the future where you'll meet.

I'm trying to let him know what I'm about to do. I'm hoping he can save me, even though I realize he can't.