Usually when people say they have mixed feelings about something, it's a sort of euphemistic way of saying they hate it.
Matthew SpecktorI grew up with such mixed feelings about LA, but I do love it. I grew up lectured by Woody Allen, for example, that LA was absurd, worthy of ridicule and contempt. Most people seem to describe Los Angeles as elementally despicable, or as someplace that requires an apology.
Matthew SpecktorPeople will continue to make movies. But I do think the economic model of the studio movie is closing in on a kind of systemic collapse.
Matthew SpecktorMy parents were very patient with my pretentious little adolescent snobberies. It took me awhile to accept them.
Matthew Specktor