The past doesn't change no matter how much time you spend thinking about it. Good and bad all add up to the whole. Take away one piece, no matter how small, and the whole changes. Whether it's optimism, pessimism or fatalism, I don't spend my time wishing for the past to be different so present would be different, too. I control my future with what I choose now.
Megan HartSometimes,โ he said after a second that lasted a million years, โthings get broken. And they canโt be fixed.
Megan HartHe put my fingertips to his mouth and kissed them. Licked the trace of blood away. Made them clean. Then I knew the truth I had been denying. He made me clean. Dan made me clean and shining and bright. He made me beautiful, and I did not want to lose him.
Megan HartSometimes,โ Joe said after a bit, โitโs just easier to keep being what everyone expects you to be. Even if thatโs what youโre not, anymore.
Megan HartHe hadnโt been her first lover or the first boy to give her an orgasm. He hadnโt even been the first sheโd loved. Heโd been the first to turn her inside out with something as simple as a smile. The first to make her doubt herself. Heโd taken her deeper than anyone ever had, and yet she hadnโt drowned.
Megan Hart