When you are so ashamed of your actions, thoughts, or intentions, you lie rather than accepting yourself for who you really areโor, in this case, pretend something happened when it didnโt. The idea of how others see you becomes more important than the reality of you.
Michael J. SullivanSee, thatโs the difference,โ Mauvin said. โI suffer a loss and people console me. Royce suffers a loss and whole towns evacuate.
Michael J. SullivanThere are still eight of us,โ Guy pointed out. โNot exactly an even fight.โ โI was thinking the same thing,โ Mauvin said. โSadly, thereโs no one else here we can ask to join your side.โ Guy looked at Mauvin, then Hadrian, for a long moment as the men glared across the ash at each other. Then he nodded and lowered his blade. โWell, I can see Iโll have to report your misconduct to the archbishop.โ โGo ahead,โ Hadrian said. โHis body is buried with the rest of them just down the hillside.
Michael J. SullivanHadrian shook his head and sighed. โWhy do you have to make everything so difficult? Theyโre probably not bad peopleโjust poor. You know, taking what they need to buy a loaf of bread to feed their family. Can you begrudge them that? Winter is coming and times are hard.โ He nodded his head in the direction of the thieves. โRight?โ โI ainโt got no family,โ flat-nose replied. โI spend most of my coin on drink.โ โYouโre not helping,โ Hadrian said.
Michael J. SullivanYouโre too visible, Albert,โ Hadrian explained. โCanโt afford to have our favorite noble hauled to some dungeon where they cut off your eyelids or pull off your fingernails until you tell them what weโre up to.โ โBut if they torture me, and I donโt know the plan, how will I save myself?โ โIโm sure theyโll believe you after the fourth nail or so,โ Royce said with a wicked grin.
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