Just try to stay a child as long as you can. Don't force into adulthood.

Deep inside I feel that this world we live in is really a big, huge, monumental symphonic orchestra. I believe that in its primordial form all of creation is sound and that it's not just random sound, that it's music. You've heard the expression, music of the spheres? Well, that's a very literal phrase. In the Gospels, we read, "And the Lord God made man from the dust of the earth and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life and man became a living soul." That 'breath of life' to me is the music of life and it permeates every fiber of creation.

Before you judge me , try hard to love me , look within your heart Then ask , - have you seen my childhood ?

You know I'm bad, I'm bad. You know it.

My life is very complicated. I have a lot of things going on. I am juggling a lot of responsibilities. There is so much going on that it is astounding, it really is.

I could compose and write music and get to share it with the masses and the people around the world and to have them to receive it so beautifully - I love that.

I love you all very; very much and I shall never, ever forget you, I promise.