My brother had boxes of comic books. He was really the collector.
I find directing more satisfying.
I've always found ways to bend the rules.
Theres a way about it: tearing people down, but not tearing them apart.
In the meantime, I just have to create those realistic goals about the fact that I don't have a ton of options as an actor who's been on a science fiction show for 8 years.
But I don't bet the farm on any of those possibilities, either. I'm also preparing, intelligently, to walk away from this, and walk away from it happy to have had the experience.