Sometimes I'd knock on the door of somebody I was going to school with, so it was like living a double life.

When I was about, I'd say, 18 or 19 years old, I wanted to be a part of the CIA just because they know those intimate secrets... So I was just always into knowing. I like to know things.

I have absolutely nothing consistent in my life. But that's where serendipity comes in and I love that. One day I'm going to have to sacrifice that to bring life into the world. But the more I can hold off on that, the happier I'll be. It's scary for me.

I'd stare up at the sky and just dream a lot. Still do. I dreamed that I didn't belong here, that I was going to travel a lot.

I do what I want, when I want, how I want, and because of that, it has taken me so long to grow into an adult human being.

When I was about 11, 12, we moved to Jersey City. Everywhere I go I'm an outsider.

Sometimes I'd knock on the door of somebody I was going to school with, so it was like living a double life.