I have a really good relationship with a lot of designers. I like Gaultier, Billionaire and Cavalli.

I don't mind getting punched in the nose by a guy standing in front of me. It's getting stabbed in the back that I can't handle.

I still work out most days. When I do it, I go full blast five or six days a week, two to three hours a day. I enjoy it. It's therapeutic for me.

I'm an old broken down piece of meat and I deserve to be all alone . . .

I come from a violent background. So I became hard. I realised that I had made myself that way to deal with a feeling of abandonment and shame.

It was either therapy or die.

I had some things I had to fix. It took me 14 years to do it. But it was never really fun back in the day to work with directors who were a lot older and were like authoritarian and talking to you like that.