There's nothing quite like the idea of failing spectacularly to excite a film maker
There's nothing I've done which I'm ashamed of or I thought was actually bad.
When I do the music, I make the musicians listen to what's happening in the film. That way they treat the dialogue as if it was a singer.
But I don't have such a strong desire to need to get away from filmmaking.
I've spent my life hearing people trying to apologize for music.
I might have a guitar or a piano on set to play something for the actors.