No penance can your hard heart find save such as you long since have taught me to endure
Murasaki ShikibuSome ... have imagined that by arousing a baseless suspicion in the mind of the beloved we can revive a waning devotion. But this experiment is very dangerous. Those who recommend it are confident that so long as resentment is groundless one need only suffer it in silence and all will soon be well. I have observed however that this is by no means the case.
Murasaki ShikibuIn a certain reign there was a lady not of the first rank whom the emperor loved more than any of the others. The grand ladies with high ambitions thought her a presumptuous upstart, and lesser ladies were still more resentful. Everything she did offended someone.
Murasaki ShikibuA night of endless dreams, inconsequent and wild, is this my life; none more worth telling than the rest.
Murasaki Shikibu