I may be indigent in name, position, and in appearance, but in my own mind I am an unrivaled goddess -

If you want to heal Heal others And smile or weep At this very happy reversal of fate

I may be indigent in name, position, and in appearance, but in my own mind I am an unrivaled goddess -

Art is emotion without desire.

...This is the first time I have met someone who seeks out people and who sees beyond. [...] We never look beyond our assumptions and, what's worse, we have given up trying to meet others; we just meet ourselves. We don't recognize each other because other people have become our permanent mirrors. If we actually realized this, if we were to become aware of the fact that we are alone in the wilderness, we would go crazy. [...] As for me, I implore fate to give me the chance to see beyond myself and truly meet someone.

I have read so many books. And yet, like most Autodidacts, I am never quite sure of what I have gained from them. There are days when I feel I have been able to grasp all there is know in one single gaze, as if invisible branches suddenly spring out of no where, weaving together all the disparate strands of my reading. And then suddenly the meaning escapes, the essence evaporates and no matter how often I reread the same lines they seem to flee ever further with each subsequent reading and I see myself as some mad old fool who thinks her stomach is full because she's been reading the menu.

To beauty, all is forgiven, even vulgarity. Intelligence no longer seems an adequate compensation for things.