Actors, after all, dream.
It's pleasant and bothersome and embarrassing all at once. Especially when you haven't done much and are a celebrity.
And you must dare to do as many things as you dream of.
I wish I had had a great disappointment, a real one.
I want to feel good, I want to feel proud, I want to feel that I give someone enough and that I get enough.
When I cannot get that moment of truth where you feel yourself opening up like a flower, I absolutely loathe the bloody camera. I can just feel this black hole eyeing me, sucking me in, and I feel like smashing it to smithereens.