I was in a self-induced depression. Welcome to me Real World.

I suppose I’m the one responsible for destroying myself.

If people can't stand being alone, they have no choice but to die

A woman who does not know herself has no choice other than to live with other people’s evaluations. But no one can adapt perfectly to public opinion. And herein lies the source of their destruction.

When stones lying warm in the sun were turned over, they exposed the cold, damp earth underneath; and that was where Masako had burrowed deep. There was no trace of warmth in this dark earth, yet for a bug curled up tight in it, it was a peaceful and familiar world.

A women who does not know herself has no choice other than to live with other people's evaluations.

My talent was the uncompromising ability to feel spite.