I can’t make this decision for you…this one’s yours. I want you to know, though, that I love you. And I always will. I know that doesn’t help, but it’s all I can do.

A joy as intense as pain

When I write to you, I feel your breath; when you read them, I imagine you feel mine. Is it that way with you too? These letters are part of us now, part of our history, a reminder forever that we made it through this time. Thank you for helping me survive this year, but more than that, thank you in advance for all the years to come.

I am still yours, Allie, my queen, my timeless beauty. You are, and always have been, the best thing in my life

You feel fine, and then, when your body can't keep fighting, you don't.

Trust me on this: no one is better off alone.

Being around someone who accepts and supports you will remind you to accept and support yourself.