I wanted to be at my sister's funeral, but my family has always had a complicated dynamic.

With everybody that I've met, there's always been something I've learned about them that I like.

I can be shy when I talk to women. I'm a shy dude.

You are what you wear.

But I don't regret anything that I've gone through, because it makes me who I am.

I sometimes miss the days where I could fly a little more under the radar. There was no social media in the '90s, and it was a different world. I also miss TRL - that was always a blast!

It's kind of weird, because I look at myself as just a normal person. My friends get rejected all the time, so why shouldn't I? I don't think I'm anything special.