I like to be in control of things.
I'm not a very dark person.
Anyone can look pretty with hair and make-up.
I'm not a great piano player.
Maybe I'm genetically more inclined to music - but the music I make is so far removed from Indian classical music. I grew up in Texas!
Songs are about whatever you want them to be about. For me it might mean something completely different than what it means to you. So I'd say it's about whatever the listener thinks it's about.