Your soul tells you when it's time to move on.
Start embracing the life that is calling you and use your life to serve the world.
Think about any attachments that are depleting your emotional reserves. Consider letting them go.
Good luck - it's always ready to use in case.
The roses, the lovely notes, the dining and dancing are all welcome and splendid. But when the Godiva is gone, the gift of real love is having someone who'll go the distance with you. Someone who, when the wedding day limo breaks down, is willing to share a seat on the bus.
I've seen that many times in rural African villages where people have nothing but a hut and a bowl. The joy in the children's eyes is something you wish you could package and bring back to America.