Maybe she couldn't know who she was today. Maybe it was enough to know that she was no longer who she was before.
Orson Scott CardWhat am I now, Alai?" "Still good." "At what?" "At--anything. There's a million soldiers who'd follow you to the end of the universe." "I don't want to go to the end of the universe." "So where do you want to go? They'll follow you." I want to go home, thought Ender, but I don't know where it is.
Orson Scott CardDeath is not a tragedy to the one who dies; to have wasted the life before that death, that is the tragedy.
Orson Scott CardI think you don't grow up until you stop worrying about other people's purposes or lack of them and find the purposes you believe in for yourself.
Orson Scott Card