Perhaps it's impossible to wear an identity without becoming what you pretend to be.
Good people can't out-think evil, cause evil thinks of things good folks can't think of.
I hope I am remembered by my children as a good father.
Let's fly away and live forever
Your ego-depletion seems problematically difficult to assuage.
I have never resisted the lord in my life, and I never will. But I'm not so hungry for dialogue with him that I have to make up his part as well as my own.