To say you have no choice is to relieve yourself of responsibility.
Do we hate paradise so much we need to make sure it becomes a trash heap?
The monster showed up just after midnight. As they do.
And I know it - I know it in my heart - Right now - Todd Hewitt - There's nothing we can't do together -
And the pain is too much it's too much it's too much and my hands are on my head and I'm rearing back and my mouth is open in a never-ending wordless wail of all the blackness that's inside me. And i fall back into it.
I remember the ache I used to feel when she got too close, how it felt like grief, how it felt like a loss, like I was falling, falling into nothing, how it clenched me up and made me want to weep, made me actually weep.