No," I say firmly. "If you ever doubt anything here, if you ever not know what to think or who to trust, you trust Todd, okay? You remember that.
A monster, I think, remembering what Ben told me once. War makes Monsters of Men.
You went up a girl and came down a woman.
I think maybe everyone falls... I think the asking is whether we get back up again.
It's not the mistakes I made but how I responded to them
The only crime, the only crime is to take a life. There is nothing else.' 'And that's why you don't fight,'I say. She turns to me sharply. 'To preserve life is to fight everything that man stands for.