And the pain is too much it's too much it's too much and my hands are on my head and I'm rearing back and my mouth is open in a never-ending wordless wail of all the blackness that's inside me. And i fall back into it.

Belief is half of all healing. Belief in the cure, belief in the future that awaits.

If the world wants you, it's gonna keep on coming till it gets you. And who am I that can fix it? Who am I that can change this if the world wants it so badly? Who am I to stop the end of the world if it keeps on coming?

Do we hate paradise so much we need to make sure it becomes a trash heap?

Why can't we learn to live with how we are? And whatever anybody chooses is okay by the rest of us?

Limitations can be hugely creative and hugely inspiring - so long as they are the ones you choose for yourself.

Because I'm not blind to how Harry works, you know," she said. "A bully with a charisma and top marks is still a bully." She sighed, annoyed. "He'll probably end up Prime Minister one day. God help us all.