I do what I have to do," I say. I do what I have to do to save him. I do what I have to do to save Todd.
Patrick NessAnd then his noise falls completely silent- And he stops struggling- And looking right into my eyes- He dies. My Todd dies.
Patrick Ness"No," he says, taking us both in. "No, no, no. You've come farther than most people on this planet will in their lifetimes. You've overcome obstacles and dangers and things that should've killed you. You've outrun an army and a madman and deadly illness and seen things most people will never see. How do you think you could have possibly come this far if you didn't have hope?"
Patrick NessViola? Keep calling for meโ And Iโll keep searching for youโ And Iโll find youโ You bet yer life on itโ Iโll find youโ Keep calling for me, Violaโ Cuz here I come.
Patrick NessIdeals, my girl,โ she says. โAlways easier to believe in than live.โ โBut if you don't at least try to live them,โ Bradley says, โthen there's no point in living at all.
Patrick NessHer accent's funny, different from mine, different from anyone in Prentisstown's. Her lips make different kinds of outlines for the letters, like they're swooping down on them from above, pushing them into shape, telling them what to say. In Prentisstown, everyone talks like they're sneaking up on their words, ready to club them from behind.
Patrick NessI wanted so badly for there to be more. I ached for there to be more than my crappy little life.' He shakes his head. 'And there was more. I just couldn't see it.
Patrick NessIn this world of numbness and information overload, the ability to feel, my boy, is a rare gift indeed.
Patrick NessTODD!" I yell again and I reach him and his Noise opens even farther and wraps around me like a blanket and I'm grabbing him to me, grabbing him to me like I'll never let him go and he calls out in pain but his other arm is grabbing me back - "I thought you were dead," he's saying, his breath on my neck. "I thought you were dead." "Todd," I say and I'm crying and the only thing I can say is his name. "Todd.
Patrick NessFor me it is really important to have a story with blood in the veins, there are bad tempers and good tempers.
Patrick NessEverything that's happened has brought me here, to this place, with this knife in my hand, and something worth saving.
Patrick NessI was born into all that, all that mess, the over-crowded swamp and the over-crowded sematary and the not-crowded-enough town, so I donโt remember nothing, donโt remember a world without Noise. My pa died of sickness before I was born and then my ma died, of course, no surprises there. Ben and Cillian took me in, raised me. Ben says my ma was the last of the women but everyone says that about everyoneโs ma. Ben may not be lying, he believes itโs true, but who knows?
Patrick NessItโs a trick Ben taught me to help settle my Noise. You close yer eyes and as clearly and calmly as you can you tell yerself who you are, cuz thatโs what gets lost in all that Noise.
Patrick NessI am Todd Hewitt, I think to myself with my eyes closed. I am twelve years and twelve months old. I live in Prentisstown on New World. I will be a man in one monthโs time exactly.
Patrick NessI will not allow anyone to take anything off my palette but if I do then within that, I can be creative.
Patrick NessPeople say they want freedom, but what they really want is freedom from worry. If I take care of their problems, they don't mind being told what to do.
Patrick NessWe just keep on having to save each other", he says. "We ever gonna be even?" "I hope not," I say
Patrick NessReal life is only ever just real life. Messy. What it means depends on how you look at it. The only thing youโve got to do is find a way to live there.
Patrick NessWe don't say nothing more. What else is there to say? Everything and nothing. You can't say everything, so you don't say nothing.
Patrick NessPeople see stories everywhere...We take random events and we put them together in a pattern so we can comfort ourselves with a story, no matter how much it obviously isn't true...We have to lie to ourselves to live. Otherwise, we'd go crazy.
Patrick Ness