My indigestion issues got gigantic and constant. And then I started thinking, I'm getting skinny. I dropped about 20 pounds in the blink of an eye. And then when you see it in the mirror, when all of a sudden, you pull your eyes down and the bottom of your eyes go yellow and jaundice sets in - then you know something's wrong.

When those you love die, the best you can do is honor their spirit for as long as you live. You make a commitment that you're going to take whatever lesson that person or animal was trying to teach you, and you make it true in your own life... It's a positive way to keep their spirit alive in the world, by keeping it alive in yourself.

I keep dreaming of a future, a future with a long and healthy life, not lived in the shadow of cancer but in the light.

I had a lot of anger because I wasn't happy with the way I had been raised.

As always, I appreciate all the love and support people have sent and continue to send my way.

One thing I'm not going to do is chase staying alive. You spend so much time chasing staying alive, you won't live.

It just blows me away that I am on, I don't know what generation of fans.