The Eleanor Roosevelt Award that I received for women's rights activities is one I treasure

We have developed this unbelievable ability to deny. We have to. If we didn't, we'd go crazy.

For the first time, I lived alone... in a luxury apartment on Sunset Strip. For a few days I loved the idea, but I got lonely and restless.

The panic attacks - I still have them. They started when I was around 8. They always have to do with my death

I joke around a lot about the manic times because they're funny. We manics do outrageous things and it is part of our colorful nature.

I can't even remember how many times I tried to kill myself

I'm not sure I want all my neuroses cleared up