We have developed this unbelievable ability to deny. We have to. If we didn't, we'd go crazy.

All I will tell you is that I play a small role in someone's happily ever after.

The panic attacks - I still have them. They started when I was around 8. They always have to do with my death

I know that without treatment I would not have never been able to harness my creativity in such a successful way.

I joke around a lot about the manic times because they're funny. We manics do outrageous things and it is part of our colorful nature.

I never did quite fit the glamour mode. It is life with my husband and family that is my high now.

I was just sort of moving through time.