'American Idol' has taken over my whole life.

Idol has pretty much taken me out of my recording and out of my choreography. I have managed to slip in some choreography jobs. And I've been writing songs for other artists.

There is love there. And then there's times when I can't even stomach Simon. You don't have to sit next to him. That's all I have to say.

Not only do I never lie, I never respond to lies, no matter how vicious, no matter how hurtful.

You could sing us the phone book and we would still love you.

So time over time what will change the world, no one knows? The only promise is a day to live, to give and share with one another.
 See the wisdom from mistakes in our past; the promise of a new day.


I am in Toronto, shooting a movie for NBC.