At the age of 15 months my daughter was diagnosed with very bad asthma, and essentially I put my career on hold for a good eight years.

I'm accepting I'm not living that younger, dreamed version of myself in the big city.

The monsters are in your own head

I am searching for the truth. Somewhere, it's in the music.

But at the age of 44, I sure hope to be a better businesswoman. I want to get the music straight to my fans.

I've left Bethlehem, and I feel free. I've left the girl I was supposed to be, and some day I'll be born.

Far away, to an infinite world I escape. I'm clear and calm, I'm unafraid. Sunless days, in my sheltered milkyway. In Saturn's rings I feel no pain.