You don't need to explain your dreams. They belong to you.
You could cry, get worried or angry like any other normal human being, as long as you remembered that, up above, your spirit was laughing out loud at all those thorny situations.
Disappointment, defeat, and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way.
We are all different, and should do what we can do te remain so.
Don't allow anyone to steal your joy.
If you are never alone you cannot know yourself. And if you do not know yourself, you will begin to fear the void.