I've done everything I wanted to do, even if I have had to pay a very high price - which has been the case most of the time.

You are someone who is different, but who wants to be the same as everyone else. And that in my view is a serious illness. God chose you to be different. Why are you disappointing God with this kind of attitude?

Emotions were like wild horses and it required wisdom to be able to control them

I was content in my universe and didn't want to change it at all, even though I was being propelled in that direction.

Every Warrior of the Light has, at some time in the past, lied or betrayed someone.

you would have to give up all else, I alone would expect you to be your sole and exclusive standard

They were so ignorant, so naive, so resigned to their lot. They refused to believe anything that didn't fit in with what they were used to believing.