Some other things I don't miss: the media and the pressure of just being asked to do, and being asked questions every day.
All I can say is, I will put my heart and soul into helping the Red Sox win.
I do miss competing, being out there - the atmosphere, I do miss it.
I'm thankful for not ever taking anything illegal.
Some of the things I've done are really special.
I'm not in the big leagues just because I'm cute.