I don't know, the artist thing is not me. I love making music, though.
That which makes you different is actually the thing that makes you special.
You get used to it when you feel like you're an artist.
The motivation for me, was them telling me what I could not be.
It's cool that you hear something, but what did you feel and what was your tactile and kinesthetic response to it? Those songs and creative sessions mean the most.
When you're playing, you're playing something for the world to hear.