When someone close to you dies, the line is shifted really drastically about what is meaningful and what isn't.
Phil ElvrumI learned how to sit on the couch in front of the fire and read a magazine, just for like eight hours a day, every day. It was... crazy.
Phil ElvrumI am still not taking my "career" in music for granted. It is constantly surprising that it works. Generally my thinking about the future has this assumption of an impending apocalypse.
Phil ElvrumI like the idea of politically charged music a lot, but it usually seems to be preaching to the choir and ineffective.
Phil ElvrumNirvana really touched me as a teenager and started making me pay attention to music as a participatory thing that I could do. Music that you want to throw your body into it - that's a feeling that I'm not quite satisfied with having made yet.
Phil ElvrumI'm not ... pumped about being alive. But I don't think about suicide ever. I have a kid. I think that's just an automatic shut-off of that idea. In fact, I just instantly went into the necessities of parenting, and I think it's been very good for grief. Because it's a reality check, I guess. I have very real tasks that need immediate attention all the time.
Phil Elvrum