I can see that you're in love, but only in a very narrow sense. It's the love of someone that finds charms and qualities in a woman that she doesn't actually have, who puts her in a class apart with every one else in second place, and who stays attached to her even while he's abusing her.
Pierre Choderlos de Laclos...it is not for the illusion of a moment to govern the choice of a lifetime.
Pierre Choderlos de LaclosMarquise de Merteuil: I've distilled every thing to one single principle: win or die.
Pierre Choderlos de Laclos