Whatever 'in love' means.

I am all about caring. I have always been like that.

I'm a free spirit - unfortunately for some.

As for becoming queen, it was never on the forefront of my mind when I married my husband. It was a long way off, that thought.

I thought I was the luckiest girl in the world. I had tremendous hope in me.

Everybody knew about the bulimia in the family. And they all blamed the failure of the marriage on the bulimia and it's taken them time to think differently. I said I was rejected, I didn't think I was good enough for this family, so I took it out on myself. I could have gone to alcohol. I could have been anorexic. I chose to hurt myself instead of hurting all of you.

I understand people's suffering, people's pain, more than you will every know yourself.