He does not refuse sustenance to the one who speaks ill of Him. How then could He refuse sustenance to the one whose soul is over flowing with love for Him?
True devotion is for itself: not to desire heaven nor to fear hell.
May Allah steal from you All that steals you from Him.
Great doubt will eventually lead to great awakening.
I seek forgiveness from Allah for the lack of my sincerity when I say I seek the forgiveness of Allah
O God! if I worship Thee in fear of Hell, burn me in Hell; and if I worship Thee in hope of Paradise, exclude me from Paradise; but if I worship Thee for Thine own sake, withhold not thine everlasting beauty.