Sorry doesnโt mean anything! Not when youโre still with him. Itโs not just that you cheatedโitโs that heโs still here, and youโre still with him. It just goes on and on, and it hurts every single time I see you with him. I hate it that he makes you smile, and that thereโs nothing I can do to stop this. I canโt think straight, and everything hurts, and nothing makes sense anymore. Youโre shredding my heart with one hand and stroking his ego with the other. And itโs killing me, Faythe. Youโre killing me. And itโs only going to get worse, now that everyone knows.
Rachel VincentAnd you still love Marc?" "More than I can even explain. He's my rockโstrong and steady, and ready for anything. He knows what I need before I know it, and he pushes me to work harder, and look deeper, and be better. He challenges me, and infuriates me, and he lights me on fire, deep in my soul. And he has never, ever let me down. Sometimes it feels like he's the only thing keeping my heart beating. I love him so much that it feels like I'm dying a little bit every day that he won't smile at me. Or touch me.
Rachel VincentScrew this. Heโd blown his shot at nice-and-easy, which only left quick-and-brutalโmy favorite way to play.
Rachel VincentHow does Parkerโs body compare with yours โ Great. A pop quiz I thought recognizing his transition into lecture mode. โHow does Parkerโs body compare with mine Hmm.โ I gave Parker a quick theatrical once-over and he smiled clearly catching on to my line of thought. โNice legs and killer biceps. But I have better boobs. No question.
Rachel Vincent