Don't think about the past. Just be here now.
Accidents are just from where you're looking; to the ego, it looks like it's miracles and accidents.
The soul is not part of the incarnation. It comes into the incarnation. And the soul is not afraid of death because it has done it so many times.
Remember, Be Here Now.
Resting in Awareness, we transform all the 'stuff' of our lives.
The ego is a tool. You don't separate it. It's a tool for the spirit.