From my experience and observing a lot of other people that often times that only happens - a transformational experience or shedding of the skin - happens when we are at the end of our road and there is pain involved. We have to change or we continue to live in that almost intolerable pain.
Ray McKinnonRectify is un-busy. It might soothe you, if not distract you, from all you got going on.
Ray McKinnon