Nights without beginning that had no end. Talking about a past as if it'd really happened. Telling themselves that this time next year, this time next year, things were going to be different.
Raymond CarverSomethingโs died in me,โ she goes. โIt took a long time for it to do it, but itโs dead. Youโve killed something, just like youโd took an axe to it. Everything is dirt now.
Raymond Carver