In short, everything about his life was different for him at the bottom of that well.
Raymond CarverThen I said something. I said, Suppose, just suppose, nothing had ever happened. Suppose this was for the first time. Just suppose. It doesn't hurt to suppose. Say none of the other had ever happened. You know what I mean? Then what? I said.
Raymond CarverMy heart is broken,โ she goes. โItโs turned to a piece of stone. Iโm no good. Thatโs whatโs as bad as anything, that Iโm no good anymore.
Raymond CarverI loved you so much once. I did. More than anything in the whole wide world. Imagine that. What a laugh that is now. Can you believe it? We were so intimate once upon a time I can't believe it now. The memory of being that intimate with somebody. We were so intimate I could puke. I can't imagine ever being that intimate with somebody else. I haven't been.
Raymond Carver