I think that you have to let yourself be agitated and annoyed and not be fully comfortable.
It's painful to watch your parents not be in control of things.
Love what you have and you'll have more love.
Maybe I am skipping over the city and going from very personal things to the world, from internal experience to giant, far-away-from-space experience.
Not everything in the world is easy or powerful.
I think that I'm always going to think that it's silly to value certain things that no matter how many people find it really valuable, it's always just going to seem a little silly to me.