He created his own Kool Aid reality and was able to illuminate himself by it.
The bees in my stomach are dead and getting used to it.
Burn all the maps to your body. I'm not here of my own choosing.
We looked like a parade barely moving toward YOU MIGHT GET LOST.
...what makes you older is when your bones, muscles and blood wear out, when the heart sinks into oblivion and all the houses you ever lived in are gone and people are not really certain that your civilization ever existed.
There was something dead in my heart. I tried to figure out what it was by the strength of the smell. I knew that it was not a lion or a sheep or a dog. Using logical deduction, I came to the conclusion that it was a mouse. I had a dead mouse in my heart.