You can't write ... on the strength of influence. You can only write a good story or a good novel by yourself.
When I write a novel I start each morning by reading for 20 minutes.
Some people want to be bank presidents. Other people want to rob banks.
I don't have a very logical and orderly mind.
Most things don't stay the way they are very long.
Things you did. Things you never did. Things you dreamed. After a long time they run together.