I'm now so keenly aware that I have everything to prove and nothing to lose.
I think really what I'm saying is that I thrive on adversity.
When things are too easy I lose interest in them so I find ways to complicate them to get myself interested.
But I'm just having fun playing and giving Botox injections to the older songs.
So it was just a case of getting a bunch of songs that I had been writing for years but hadn't recorded together, and the result was My Own Best Enemy.
I can't wait to front my band with these new songs and play for fans, but I've decided to keep my day job too.