This is not very important what I'm doing. I'm just proving something.

Mathematics is not just a language. Mathematics is a language plus reasoning.

There is nothing that living things do that cannot be understood from the point of view that they are made of atoms acting according to the laws of physics.

It is the facts that matter, not the proofs. Physics can progress without the proofs, but we can't go on without the facts ... if the facts are right, then the proofs are a matter of playing around with the algebra correctly.

Maybe that is why young people make success. They don't know enough.

I don't think that the laws can be considered to be like God because they have been figured out.

To do any important work in physics a very good mathematical ability and aptitude are required. Some work in applications can be done without this, but it will not be very inspired. If you must satisfy your "personal curiosity concerning the mysteries of nature" what will happen if these mysteries turn out to be laws expressed in mathematical terms (as they do turn out to be)? You cannot understand the physical world in any deep or satisfying way without using mathematical reasoning with facility.